Again?!?

Miss emo/paranoia is here to visit again.
I feel closeted,alone and bereft.
I would love to cry out all these culminated negativity but,somehow I cant cry. I really am emotionally crippled and sick and tired of being one.
I thought being emotionally crippled was very nice but not it enforces the bad chases the good. What happened to feeling nothing? Fuck.
Oh yeah,Im angry too. All full of rage and shitty emo-ness.